"Two weeks from today, I will wake up in Rome."
I have thought these words twice before, and again today I feel the weight of this realization and the same level of excitement, but with ever so slightly diminished nerves. I get to visit Rome for the third time and compete alongside my teammates at an international competition hosted in what I believe to be the most incredible venue ever.
I mean, does it get better than this? |
This will be my third time competing at this swim meet, the 'Trofeo Sette Colli,' as it is now called. The first 'appearance' in 2005 was a special treat for me. (I use 'appearance' because, as a 15-year-old at my first international meet, I did just that--I appeared, finished last in everything, then left.) Essentially riding on the talent of the older, world-class swimmers on my team, I somehow earned an invitation to the meet. Shy and afraid of competing in an environment where I clearly had no real right to be, my coach calmly told me not to worry about the times. It was about the experience, he said, because the next time I stepped up to race at an elite meet, it would be easier.
He was right. For the second visit in 2007, I felt more at ease walking on deck, and (I am proud to say) I did NOT finish last in anything.
Now, heading into this third meet, I still feel some apprehension, but also a sense of confidence gained through experience. Also, since this is likely the last time I will compete in such an environment, I mostly feel excited. Excited and grateful to have such an opportunity. Again.
My team will spend four days training in Rome, leading up to the three-day competition from June 17-19. While the meet is the main purpose for this trip, we will hopefully find time in those four days to explore the endless beauty of Rome.
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